Thursday, August 23, 2012

Our Last Full Day


August 12

So it’s our last full day here at the mission. It’s hard to believe, but I imagine leaving tomorrow will be a bittersweet moment. The day started with a pleasant surprise. Evelin wanted to make biscuits! So I helped her with that and we had a very tasty breakfast.

We had our last mentor time with Gracie. Papi has been joining in too these past few days. It was a very blessed moment as we each shared what we have learned and will take from this experience. Gracie and Lee also gave us a lot of encouraging words and told us what they hope this experience had taught us. Toward the end of our mentor time, Mercedes arrived and she too had some words of encouragement for us and she prayed over us. We were very blessed by that. Mercedes is such a wonderful woman with an amazing heart for the Lord. I’ve been so encouraged and blessed to know her and I will miss her a lot.

When mentor time was through, the girls went to have Bible class with Mercedes, Evelin and Miriam went to Talanga to go food shopping, so Jen and I took care of our own stuff. As soon and Evelin and Miriam got back, I volunteered to make spaghetti for lunch. It turned out alright considering it was a “no-meat” sauce.
The girls were busy the rest of the afternoon with preparations for our despidida. It was all going to be a surprise so we had no idea what to expect. So while they were busy with that, we took care of watching the babies. Evelin and I had fun having a little water fight with the boys. Initially, we were just going to clean them up since they were all covered in spaghetti sauce, but considering how much these boys love to play in the water, we couldn’t resist. Throughout the afternoon the interns and I took turns visiting with Gracie and going over our individual assessments. It’s always interesting to hear other people’s perspective of your performance. And it’s also really humbling when they point out the potentials and the strengths that they see in you. I was very encouraged though by what she had to say and she helped me see the different areas where I have grown and things that I still need to work on. Not long after I had my assessment with Gracie, Evelin’s parents arrived; they were joining us for the despidida and so was Mercedes.

The girls did a very good job with decorating and planning the whole thing, and Miriam cooked a very tasty meal for us. We had a good time talking and sharing stories while we ate. Once we had finished eating, Gracie asked each of the girls including Mercedes and the nannies to tell us what they were thankful for. Some of the things they said were along the lines of, “thank you for the things you taught us” and “thank you for your friendship.” Alicia even acknowledged that she was very disrespectful at times and she apologized. She did say though that for the times that she did pay attention, she’s thankful for the things we shared.
Sometimes it’s hard to put feelings into words; other times there’s too much to say. For the girls, they’re still a bit hesitant when it comes to expressing themselves in words, all the more in front of other people, but their actions always speak louder than their words. After they all had their turn, they had a special gift for each of us. Gracie and Papi also had something for us along with our certificates. Finally each of the girls took turns praying over us, which was pretty special. Gracie said that was the first time they had ever done that. Personally, I was very touched. I may not have understood most of what they were saying, but something about their willingness and eagerness even to pray for us one by one was a very meaningful gesture.
We had a good time taking a bunch of pictures after all that. I had also promised the girls that I would have pictures printed for them so we spent quite a bit of time going through 2 months worth of pictures. When all was said and done, it was night night time for everyone else but me. I still had a bunch of cards to write, and by a bunch I mean like 8, but I usually like to take my time when it comes to writing people notes. Each of these girls are special and unique, so I couldn’t simply write the same note for all of them; also because my relationship with each of them is different as well. Each note took some thought, reflection, and prayer. Your know how earlier I was saying that sometimes there’s just too much you want to say but then you can’t really put them into words? Well, this was one of those times. I ended up staying awake till about 2 in the morning. It was worth the time though because I really wanted to encourage the girls with some parting words. Though I did have to write in English, I’m thankful Gracie can translate it for them. I wanted them to have something tangible that could remind them of our friendship, which is also why I got them the bracelets from the valley.

Tomorrow is going to be a hard day for all of us. I’m not good at saying goodbye and I don’t doubt it’s going to be tough on everyone else too. I have a lot of mixed feelings about leaving, but we’ll save that for tomorrow.

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